Sudevan grandmother had leave us...

no mood to do anything right now.. moody.. sad.. receive a phone call at 0604H from sudevan that ah ta ( mean grandmother in tamil ) had pass away.. was awake by this phone call.. i lie down there and recall the times when i as young...
her love and concern for me and my brother was limitless.. those times we were poor.. she herself was also very poor.. neverthless she still will try to give us some money for us to buy food.. when she had no money, she will cook for us.. till now my fav dish she cook is koli sambal ( mean chicken sambal ).. but now... i can only leave this wonderful taste in my heart... never will i get to have this taste again...
she always try to celebrate our birthday for us... cook nice food.. and sometimes with a birthday cake... she treat all of us like his own grand children..
till now i still remember her smile... it was so graceful... there will times she will shed tears for us..

hope she will be watching us from the blue blue sky...

i know she will bless us.

cos we are her beloved grand children..

she will always be our beloved ah ta..

ah ta bye bye...

we will remember you..